Dreams of a Conversation

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We close our eyes...fall into a deep sleep. Then it happens...we dream.

My dreams aren't the typical dreams. And so it began. It was so real!! Nolan and I were sitting on the couch. He was conversing with me! We talked about what happened at school that day. He told me he played with his friends and read a story about a girl who was getting ready for a camping trip.

Oh, it was so wonderful! We were laughing and talking back and forth; his voice was so angelic! Pure! Innocent! Then I woke up...bawling my eyes out. It wasn't real.

My dreams are different than the average mom. I believe that one day my dreams will come true. Nolan and I WILL have a conversation. We WILL laugh, ,tell each other secrets, heck...talk about the weather that day. It WILL happen!! I will do everything in my power to make my dream that night come true. Therapy! Therapy, and more therapy! Nolan has so much to say...I just know it!

I will keep talking to him, reading to him. One day it will all just come out. One day my dream will come true!!